Saturday, January 28, 2006

Waiting for her

Phone rings......rings...y no one is picking it up...rings..
I woke up and agnized that i have slept for 3 hrs..clock showed 2:40 it operates 7 mins ahead of rest of the world..it is actually 2:33 AM.
Picked up the phone.."Hello.........."

She is waiting for me...

Got dressed up and in a jiffy i am on the road.The road was haunted everywhere a rare sight to see in this city.I was all in her thoughts.Desperately wanted to see her.Was waiting for this day for months.

The door was half closed.Cant wait now,the exitement oh jeez "am i illiterate dont find words to descibe my exitement".

Opened the door.And i saw her from the distance.She was so cute......
And you believe this is loveliest sight i had ever witnessed.
Went near her.Tears rolled out from my eyes.Wanted to touch her.Her red chin attracted me immediatley.Touched her felt a throb in me.She was so tender,soft.

Wanted to kiss her.Touched her forehead with my lips.The frangrace of her was solacing.

Wanted to hug her.Took her and embraced in my arms.Random thoughts were ran in me when i held her by my arms.Looked at her eyes.Saw the innocence,pureness in her.She smiled at me.The sinless smile brought more life in to me.

I turned and said
"Is this real! da baby"

She said
"Ya dear everything is real..but from now on she is your baby and i am not"

I saw the possessiveness in my wife.Cannot forget this moment in my life.5 yrs back when i was in luv with her.I used to tell her i want a girl like you.And she will reply immediately saying "no" coz then you will luv her only and i wont get all the love and gifts from u.
It happend now...

My girl came into this world a day before the date given.It was a pleasant surprise.

I held my lil one in one hand and embraced my beloved wife in another and my mind was cerebrating "What will i name her..."

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Making it up

Luv goes on like tender wind and builds up as a hurricane..and calms down.This cycle repeats on a full span of love life.
End of every turmoil u wud make up,
"My eyes R hurting coz I can't C U, My arms R empty coz I can't hold U, My lips R cold coz I can't kiss U but, My heart is breaking coz I'm not with U!"

"sending you a hug to ease your stress.a kiss to make you smile and my heart to say i'm thinking of u. i miss you"

Making up is a common term used for any rebuilding activity that is carried out.

When you are commited it goes on fine as this new unexplored zone is very much exciting.This when exhausted leads to expectations.

Expectations differs based on gender.A male usually expects her to live solely for him and shows more interest towards sexual relationship.
But a female expects for care,security and she wants support either from her parents or friends to get into any sexual deeds.
Here you r leading yourself to a breakup as it is called..

You wont believe yourself the brain which sent you impulses saying "U cant live with out him/her" starts playing the blamegame...Yes luv is blind here..you develop an aversion towards him/her.You start to explore the selfish nature of your beloved.You get HURT easliy.you feel you cant be healed.

You break up.

You will hide you tears..but u will have the pain in heart..u seem to remain carefree for her/him ..but u wont stop missing her/him...

You say to people you broke up with him/her..you would urge urself to find another partner.This game is so tricky that u will surely end up in a bad match.
Still the ego factor of your mind will burry things in you and makes you to lead a false life.

There can never be ideal couples existing.You got to understand him/her.
Simple rule is no humanbeing can change behaviour or thought process of another.never try that you will end in breaking up.

Believe Once you have committed there is no going back.Sixth sense has all the definitions specified in you that he cant leave her alone and she cant ditch you any more.
Once you fell in love you wud have said "i will live for him/her".
Now you have to learn to live for him/her.

Always make up in your love...be patient with him/her..

dont lose your love and lose your sixthsense...